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This is where it starts

by Eric Eckhart

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1.
Lost 03:47
This is why we shade the darkness from our eyes This is where it starts This is when the fools believe that lovers never part And I feel lost This is why we always hurt the ones we love We never find the gray We only choose to close our minds and turn and run away And I feel lost I fell the roots of sadness twisting up to take my place And I fear I can’t repair This is why there’s nothing gained without a cost I’m trying to let go I try to let the armor down and feel the breeze blow This where it hurts and this is why it aches When you chip away at love the bough begins to break And I feel lost I feel it in the moments it’s so hard to open up and I retreat And I feel lost This is how it starts, this is where it ends We go back and forth and backwards once again This is how it starts, this is where it ends We go back and forth and backwards once again
2.
Running 04:11
Wait for me I keep running towards, keep on running towards the same sad dream from the night before, from the night before clipped my wings left my body sore, left my body sore Chorus: I'd really love to sleep I'm finding it hard to tell you what I need I fled my world, all I've known before, all I've known before and chased my dreams the life I'm longing for, life I'm longing for filled my needs. Kept me running towards, kept me running towards Chorus: I'd really love to sleep I'm finding it hard to tell you what I need I'm finding it hard to let go of everything I've ever known I'm breaking it! I'm shaking off this life I've left behind and facing all the pain that's left inside I'm shaking off this life I've left behind and facing all the pain that's left inside
3.
I spent the nights with the alcoholics I took the money with a Judas kiss I was in love before and all it promised But it was never like this, it was never like this Something took a hold, pulling me on for tomorrow Chorus: I saw a light above your head And felt the waves beneath your bed I saw a light above your head I reach out, I’m home I watched the years disappear in sadness I felt the knife and the same mistakes I was in love and thought there’d be no other I wasn’t counting on this I never counted on this Something took a hold, pulling me on for tomorrow Pulling me on, yes you're pulling me on Pulling me on, yes you're pulling me on Something took a hold, pulling me on for tomorrow Chorus Chorus
4.
I’m home again From whence I came The night is still But the hurt remains I open the door And step inside The fire’s still lit But the flame has died Chorus: Once I hid away my hopes and dreams ‘Til I had to say goodbye I felt a little like a drowning man So I had to say goodbye I had to say, I had to say goodbye I’m counting up The reasons why The balance shifts Between truth and lies I hold in my hand Our faded dreams They’re withered and torn But they never leave Chorus: Once I hid away my hopes and dreams ‘Til I had to say goodbye I felt a little like a dying man So I had to say goodbye I used to find it hard to be myself so I had to say goodbye so I could fly, I could fly
5.
Happy 02:54
Happy. I’ll never be happy I’m telling you please don’t come my way Sorry. I’ll always be sorry I begging you please don’t come my way Chorus: I know you’ll never understand I know you’ll never understand I try to fight it but the truth don’t lie There's too much darkness in this heart of mine Tempted. I’ll always be tempted I’m hurting you please don’t come my way Lonely. I’ll always be lonely I’m saving you please don’t come my way Chorus: I know you’ll never understand I know you’ll never understand I try to fight it but the truth don’t lie There's too much darkness in this heart of mine I swear. The wind has carved upon the cliffs A picture of the night we kissed. Now it’s gone Chorus: I know you’ll never understand I know you’ll never understand II want redemption but the truth don't lie There's too much darkness in this heart of mine I know you’ll never understand I know you’ll never understand I know you’ll never understand
6.
Open Up 02:42
Lately, lately I’ve been living in a bad dream I never reach you There’s just an empty silhouette I talk to Chorus: Forget the rain ‘cause there’s no one to blame Just shake it off, come on, I know we can make it Listen to me, we don’t have to agree Just open up, don’t stop, you’ll never regret it Maybe I could find, if you’d open up your heart Maybe I could find, if you’d open up your heart Maybe, maybe there’s a secret that surrounds you I try to listen, I only hear the static you're transmitting Chorus: Forget the rain ‘cause there’s no one to blame Just shake it off, come on, I know we can make it Listen to me, we don’t have to agree Just open up, don’t stop, you’ll never regret it Maybe I could find, if you’d open up your heart Maybe I could find, if you’d open up your heart Maybe I could, maybe I could, just open up your heart Lately, lately I’ve been living in a bad scene I never reach you There’s just an empty silhouette I talk to
7.
I'm Gone 04:02
My daddy was the son of a poor man Baptized by the flood and the lies Even Christmas ‘morn No new boots to be worn But he never let them see him cry No, he never let them see him cry So he crossed that raging mountain Swam down upon a river of thieves He hit that road and said, “I’m gone” “I’m gonna make a good life for me” “I’m gonna make a good life for me” My mama came from New York City Let loose from the family ties When the hurt and weight Tried to steal her away Well she somehow found a way to survive She always found a way to survive Well she crossed that raging mountain Sailed down upon a river of thieves She hit that road and said, “I’m gone” “I’m gonna make a new life for me” “I’m gonna make a new life for me” I was born the healing child Touched down between the sorrow and pain And when I was five I learned we all die And a smile could keep the sadness at bay Yeah, I smile to keep the sadness at bay So I crossed that raging mountain nearly drowned upon a river of thieves I hit that road and said, “I’m gone” “I’m gonna make a good life for me” “I’m gonna make a new life for me” “I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone”
8.
Big Lie (free) 04:28
Those summer nights under sweet monlight the songs and magazines Lying here with the car top down and my hand between her knees The morning light through the breeze block heights falls gently on her face I promise her that her world will turn and her heart will never break She knows I’m lying Chorus: We pretend that life is perfect and that lovers never lose Everywhere in this same old town Everywhere’s the same old town We pretend that life is perfect and that lovers never lose Everywhere in this same old town But this big, big lie is out So we drive for hours through the backstreet towers where no one ever goes I trade my will for a dashboard thrill but the loneliness it grows So I plan escape from this drowning place, from this town that never breathes We say our vows, we’ll grow old and proud, but she knows I’m gonna leave I hear her crying Chorus: We pretend that life is perfect and that lovers never lose Everywhere in this same old town Everywhere’s the same old town We pretend that life is perfect and that lovers never lose Everywhere in this same old town But this big, big lie is out It’s easier to just pretend than look what’s underneath Everywhere in this same old town Everywhere’s the same old town It’s easier to just pretend that lovers never lose Everywhere in this same old town But this big, big lie is out
9.
You made things hard for me for my feet to touch the ground Wrapped up in no mistakes almost let my spirit drown I tried so hard to please, to but a smile upon your face Never room for the flaws and truth made me nearly suffocate Chorus: I fear this heartache will bring me down, down I fear this heartache will bring me down, down Why do the pain and tears always make you look away? Why can’t it be ok just to show my body aches? I wish you’d told me once that perfection don’t exist All that time and those tender years hiding sadness such as this Chorus: I fear this heartache will bring me down, down I fear this heartache will bring me down, down I fear this heartache will bring me down, down I fear this heartache will bring me down, down Bring me down, Bring me down, down Bring me down
10.
Better Way 05:45
All I get is raining on a Sunday afternoon Lying here in this hard hit town where there’s nothing left to do And all those words keep shining in, someday I’ll overcome Lying here with the same old fears Where the love is on the run Chorus: Now everyday There’s panic on the street And panic on my face I’m falling on my knees I’ve got to find a better way Tomorrow seems too heavy so I’m drinking cheap red wine I told myself that I’d change my ways but I’m running out of time And all I wants to fly away, to feel the burning sun But I’m lying here on the brink of tears Monday blues are chasing and I start to lose my way They’re tearing down this old brick town and putting nothing in its place Still all those words keep shining in, someday I’ll overcome lying here in the grip of fear With the lovers on the run Chorus: Now everyday There’s panic on the street And panic on my face I’m falling on my knees I’ve got to find a better way I’ve got to find a better way, I’ve got to find a better way
11.
All My Life 02:50
No more sleeping down the lane I'll build a bed and shelter from the rain Instead of making do, there’ll be plenty here for you I’ve been working for this moment all my life No more scraps upon your plate I'll plant a garden that never blows away Instead of making do, there’ll be plenty here for you I’ve been planning for this moment all my life Chorus: When hope begins to die it’s so hard to get by You can feel the endless storm As it keeps a coming back for more The tide returns, that’s true But I’ll be a levee here for you I’ve been ready for this moment all my life Time, it slowly slips away But you’ll always have me and children too someday Instead of making do, there’ll be plenty here for you I’ve been waiting for this moment all my life Chorus: When hope begins to die it’s so hard to get by You can feel the endless storm As it keeps a coming back for more The tide returns, that’s true But I’ll be a levee here for you I’ve been ready for this moment all my life So rest your weary eyes and let those memories subside I’ll be lying here beside you all my life, all my life, all my life

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Eric Eckhart is an American singer-songwriter living in Berlin. Eight years ago, he left America, his corporate job, possessions, family and friends and moved to Europe to reconnect with his lifelong passion for music.

Eric's critically-acclaimed album, 'This is where it starts', blends Americana, Pop, Indie Rock and Folk all with classic songwriting sensibilities at its heart. It is the first release from the artist collective label, 'A Headful of Bees' based in Berlin.

Recorded in former communist East Germany's main radio station, 'This is where it starts' features a number of excellent musicians playing with Eric including Nina Hynes, Dave Hingerty (The Swell Season, Josh Ritter, The Frames) and Fab Leseure (worked with Brian Jonestown Massacre, The Frames).

The album was Produced by Eric Eckhart ad Fab Leseure and Mastered at the Exchange in London by Simon Davey (Bjórk, Depeche Mode, Amy Winehouse, Moby, Scissor Sisters).

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released October 10, 2010

Eric Eckhart (vocals, guitar, keyboards, piano, percussion)
Fab Leseure (backing vocals, keyboards, piano, percussion)
Dave Hingerty (drums)
Peter Cheevers (bass)
Nina Hynes (vocals)
Tom Fanore (percussion)
Benoît Leseure (violins)
Jan Gropper (trumpet)

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Eric Eckhart's songs delve deep into the extremes of human emotions and soar in epic melodies that embrace a classic style of songwriting that somehow manage to be both reminiscent and utterly unique.

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